Life – Balance sheet

I’ve been writing and rewriting this note many times, editing and refining it, yet I know it will never be perfect. No matter how much time I spend on it, it will always feel like a work in progress. Having crossed more than half of my journey, I write with the assumption—like most in my family who have celebrated their 80th—that I too will see many more years ahead. Call this an evaluation or a note of gratitude? I am not sure. But the very act of putting my thoughts on paper has been a fascinating journey down memory lane. The Negative Side A failed marriage Relatives who spoke ill behind my back Loved ones who betrayed my trust Friends who cheated The Positive Side Nature’s blessings, like devoted parents Guardians who always had my best interests at heart A son who mirrors me in so many ways Children who are bright stars to look forward to Friends who understand even my silence Angels sent by God at the right moments A loving partner to hold my hand—and occasionally nag—for the rest of my life Material Achievements Certificates that could fill an A4 sheet A PhD in Dance Dance productions curated to my taste A national award Published works as an author A prestigious state assignment The pride of keeping my “boat” afloat, rowed with dignity and style to date